Ramblings

Damn it. I guess i have underestimated the importance of restrain. In not practising this valued art, i have opened myself up to hurt and disappointments. I have to learn, i have to practise, and most importantly, i must learn to let go.

I have always believed in the importance of sincerity, thinking that alone should be enough in the establishing of any relationship, platonic or otherwise. But no. I have learnt, the hard way, that by opening yourself up too much, you are only exposing yourself to any unsavoury elements that the world can throw at you.

I will not be that dumb any longer. I don't deserve this.

Sorry for the angry, abstract post. Ha dun think most of you would understand what i'm saying lar.